MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY...

This spiritual journey that I have been on ever since, has brought me a long way from where I use to be, I AM HEALING! I ain't finished, but I am doing the work, like-minded opportunities and people are gravitating towards me, I'm sharing my stories and healing others etc. and it feels amazing. MY TRAUMA is something my child, or anyone else for that matter should never have to bare the brunt of, so I made it priority that I do my inner-work, I've been counselling and will always be open to going counselling should I feel too at any point in life, I talk to like-minded friends who I am strong and open enough to let in and tell me the truth via in-depth soul ties, because we have to understand our triggers in order to do the work. I don't want to be walking around with weight on my shoulders that I end up taking it out on my family and friends, or even just allowing them to feel that energy. It is important that we learn control, we learn to release and we learn to let go, it is important to me that I create a sacred space after going through so much crazy life experiences, I just want peace. 

Everyone says it is easier said than done, and they are right, however you have to start because once you start... when you realise what it is doing for you and realise it is helping you unlearn all the conditioning so you can start fresh and learn things from the internal and project it outwards, rather than the external and letting it affect you inwards… you will start to see and feel your life changing in some many ways. In my experience, I feel like I am getting back in touch with the spirit I never got a chance to know, the spirit I was born with before it was conditioned and restricted from exploring it's true purpose.

So now that I have my own daughter, I have vouched to break the generational cycle or pushing my own narrative on to her and instead, learning from her, allowing her to challenge me and share her mind, views and opinions on life, because to me- labels, ages etc. make people feel inadequate which can sometimes block our own blessings, block us from teachings and block us from getting to see things from a different perspective. We need to normalise our children sometimes being more intelligent than us and having a better method at doing things sometimes. I believe in allowing her to grow and find herself, be in touch with who she is and find a learning style and language that resonates with HER soul. I have already analysed that she is very head strong, sociable and out-going so things that I would never do myself as a child, I encourage her to do, as I know this will meet her needs based on her own individual requirements for stimulation and motivation. I don't believe in telling her that because I didn't like something, she won't like it, I don't believe in delegating to her but instead creating a plan with her so she feels included and works with me as a team instead of feeling like she is less than myself. She isn't going to be a child forever, one day she will become her own woman, making her own decisions and may even develop different principles and morals in life that differ from mines, and that is totally fine, because I sure don't have the same as my parents and I don't always think it's a good thing we do because none of us are perfect enough to be an 'idol', however we can 'inspire.' Yes I am her mother but in the spirit world, we are two powerful souls who may be ranking at different levels, and in this regard I am nobody to make ANYONE on earth feel less than I am, because you REALLY don't know an individuals purpose in life, and the thought of restricting, blocking or stunting growth and development on their journey is disheartening.
If I am not beside another to encourage growth, to feed knowledge, share experiences and ask for guidance then I have no purpose.

Trust me, HEAL and heal correctly, it will be the best thing you ever do, it will give you a power you never thought you could obtain, you build a level of acceptance and open your hands to blessings you never knew you deserved all because you are now able to identify them and show gratitude. Do not let ANYONE stop you from being in tune with your spirit, trust me you will always be fine no matter what you go through… grow through it and do not let society heavily condition you to the point you become out of tune with yourself.

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