THE HEALING...

As adults we often want to tell those who are born after us how to live, based on the mistakes we made in life NOT listening to those before us who tried tell us how to live because THEY didn't listen to those before them who told them how to live, and I could keep going on and on… So you see, everyone wants to tell everyone how to live forgetting that in order to experience you have to create your own path and make your own choices. None of us deserved to be boxed in, however we are there to guide one another and share our experiences so we can envisage our next steps from various perspectives, as this could help us to create a more comfortable experience, but remember not all experiences are meant to be comfortable. Also, what didn't work for you, doesn't mean it won't work for someone else and vice versa, so who are we to tell another person, our friends, our children etc. how to live?

I've seen many individuals take paths I considered 'wrong' for ME end up in greater positions in life, you know why? because that was the path they needed, to shape them into who they are today… GROWTH is important and KNOWLEDGE is POWER and it's up to us to turn it into WISDOM.

As a mother myself, it took me going through some really traumatic experiences in my early stages of motherhood to get to where I am today. Adults I grew up around claimed that it was because I never listened to them why I went through these experiences etc. and it made me feel really shit about myself for years, because I blamed myself for a lot of the things I went through, identifying them as negative experiences as I was always told it was bad and my fault. I am a leader by default, so I am very stubborn and like to do things my own way and different from others because I like to 'create' however, I grew up to believe that these qualities/characteristics in myself were going to be a disadvantage to myself to my future, all because I was defying those who were before me's directions most times.

I will talk about some of my experiences in future blogs, but what I am trying to focus on today, is that it was only when ALL the Storms were over and I identified my TRAUMA, the reason for my emotional roller coasters which led to my experiences… that I was able to address them and start doing my shadow work, this was my spiritual awakening, where I began to understand my true purpose and the spiritual powers I have possessed all this time. It was quite overwhelming, because going back to my early childhood everything I had a passion for at some point, got killed as a dream due to the life my mum desired for me and what she felt I should be doing and not doing. This took away my natural creativity and outlook on life, boxed me into a space that felt alien to me and caused me to be emotionally unstable as I surrounded myself with people who didn't really hold the same interests as me, often feeling like the odd one out.

This emotional instability reflected in my relationships with many people around me for YEARS! But it was only when I reached what felt like BREAKING POINT… that it was a choice of RISE or FALL… and of course I chose to RISE.

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